The long long post will have to wait T_T

I have absolutely no time to blog these days becasue it's the Easter season T_T I am now blogging from my workplace @_@

Jes has left for KL to go to David Archuleta's showcase. How I wish I'm there too!!! TOT Why do all my friends get to go to all these interesting events, but I am stuck here at home where I can only stare and get steadily greener at their pictures? WHY?!? T_______________T

UNFAIR!!!

But I should just be happy because they genuinely wanted to share their happiness with me instead of gloating that I couldn't make it ^-^ You know there are people like that around you right? They attend grand events and show off their souveniers knowing you'd get jealous, and then they'd feel really satisfied just watching you fighting to control your green monster.

Freaking lame people =_=

Thank God none of my friends are like that, because if they do they're most certainly not my friends.

Moving on, I have just come to the realisation that if I'm working here on contract and not going back to school I would not be able to survive @_@ RM800 basic! And the commission is very very pitiful =_= Although yes yes we can go shopping but how the hell do you go shopping when you don't have the cash?!? I tell you I have so many things I want to buy now I don't know where to start! I need a laptop a new camera which takes good good macro shots I want DS Lite and b-liv Off With Those Heads by Cellniq and new jeans and tops and dresses and bags and shoes and new phone!!! TOT

But I don't have the cash so some of the things on this list will have to wait T^T

And my dad is making me pay my own phone bills! And my mama wants me to buy my own skincare! And after trying so many brands from pharmacies I am very near being forced into the conclusion that expensive skincare products works better for me.

Which is a complete nightmare if it is true!!! TOTOTOT

But there are a few things I have decided to buy XD I WILL get my hands on Off With Those Heads! All the reviews seem to be really good and the results were astonishing ^O^ And I am one girl who has been suffering from black and whiteheads for the best part of twenty years T^T So we will see how this works XD

.......After I buy it @_@

END OF THIS MONTH!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

Yes I know I keep saying end of the month end of the month but I never do buy anything =_=

Okay now where was I? Oh yes not able to survive if I'm not going back to school @@ I just realised that even when I have my parents supporting me, I do not have enough money to spend. I am a compulsive shopper and a horrific eater, and I phone like nobody's business (though that would very likely be cut down because my dad is making me pay him back T^T) I have just declared that I would definitely buy Off With Those Heads by Cellnique which would cost me RM139 and worse still, I have just fallen in love with some necklaces I saw online which costs S$27.90 at least, and that doesn't even include shipping ToT

You see!? How to survive with RM800 a month??

When I am independant I would need to pay for the rent, utility bills, transport, insurance, credit cards, food and other God-knows-what bills that I can't think of right now @_______@ And when I really go out into the world these unknown and unseen bills are gonna smack me right in the face X_______X

Goodness! Just thinking about it all make me cringe >w< No wonder my manager isn't married @_@ Okay sorry this has nothing to do with him.

Got what! He's 26 and his girlfriend is 25 and he hasn't married her yet because he only has a basic of RM2000+ a month @_@ See! RM2000 isn't enough to survive also! (I'm not sure about the figure but I was told so by Wei Kiat so I'm not sure if it's true or not >_<)

I really have to study properly so I earn more @_@

Or......I can try and make my blog very VERY popular so I can make a living out of it WAHAHAHAHAHA XDXDXD

But that's very difficult X_X Oh well...

More tomorrow!!! 8D

p.s: Perhaps someone *hint hint* can buy me the S$27.90 necklace I am so in love with <3