After a month

Yes yes I am updating now @_@

I just finished an exam paper and my last and final paper is not until two days after today so I thought I'd post an update. Mainly for my friends who have been checking back in day after day week after week month after month @_@

Then again my last paper is Literature so how do you study that anyway? @_@ Read plenty of poetry? But that really doesn't help much......

Plenty of things have happened in the last month or so. So many things that I really don't know where to start =( I will let the stories out bit by bit, but right now I do not have the heart to actually tell you guys anything.

And I apologise for my long looooooong absence @___@

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Now putting all that emo-ness aside, I'll tell you guys roughly what has happened this past month. Yes I know I am contradicting myself since i just said I won't tell you guys anything just yet but that's how a girl's brain works so oh what the heck =_=

Okay firstly, due to my endless habit of procrastination, I was forcced to stay up three nights in a row to complete two assignments, which other people took 3 months to finish, which was worth 30% and 15% each for our final exam.

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Then again, my seniors said, "You will feel like you cannot do it but you will definitely finish it." after I said FML for I guess a thousand times.

But miraculously, I managed to finish them both by their deadlines without asking for extra time! (YAY?) And I celebrated this victory against the clock by sleeping the entire 24 hours after that @_@

I got 21 out of 30. I don't care at least I got 20 something and that is something =_= Plus! I think I did fantastic in today's paper MUAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Ehem.

So that's me staying up to do work. A first time for me =_=

Welcome to university~

I will update again tomorrow. Now zzzzzzz~

About time I update I think @_@

But I am lazy so I will update again tomorrow. Goodbye~

God, forgive me.

For I have sinned.

I carry sins which I can and cannot speak of. I am a terrible sinner.

I have forgotten that You are here every minute of the day, watching over me, waiting for me to respond to your presence.

In times of happiness, I forget to thank You.

When in distress and sadness, I forget that You are always there.

When I need help, I call everyone who is out of reach, instead of turning to You, God, the closest friend I can ever wish to have.

I ask myself why, and the answer was simple. I took You for granted.

God save me.

Learning from other people

Baby says I haven't updated for a very long time. And I agree =________= Aah.....I've just been so lazy.........

Oh well nobody reads this blog anyway~

I just thought I'd like to share something today.

I get this feeling that sometimes we are acting exactly like the people who annoys us. Like, for example, you are annoyed by this girl who likes to act cute in front of her boyfriend, and then when you get a boyfriend you find that you start to act cute in front of him as well.

Example la =___=

Or when you say some people are such sore bitches and bastards because they cannot accept it when other people (their friends) tell them society hate it don't like it when they do this or do that, without realising that you take situations like this badly too and then would refuse to speak to said poor friend for the next year. Was that too long to understand?

Never mind if your brain is too short.

Truth be told it is sometimes easier to get through life if, for once, we stop complaining, take a step back and look at the big picture. Sometimes when we look carefully, we really learn from other people's mistakes and change for the better.

Most of the time we do things we don't like other people doing. And that's what I realise after years of hearing different complaints coming in from all sides of the earth.

Meaning I will hear complaints coming from two parties complaining about each other =_=

I for one do not get why some people complain so much. Like the entire world owes them something.

I get sick and tired of such society.

Grow up suckers. The world owes you nothing.

Aah....That felt good

Just to say that I feel better already.

I am supposed to study for two quizzes this afternoon but I just cannot bring myself to read these stuff.

How to? I had only about 4 hours worth of sleep last night and there're another two classes this afternoon. It's not fair. I'm going to sleep the second one away.

So yes this is a pointless post.

And Baby, if you're reading this, I miss you ='(

What the hell is wrong with bitchy classmates??!!!

What is your PROBLEM?!?!?!?!?

So you got top grades, you're smart, you're funny, all the guys like you, all the girls hate you, the course standard is too low for you. SO?????????????

You may be better than the rest of us, but that doesn't entitle you to ANY right to be such a bitch. URGH! Even a "bitch" is an understatement for you! You can be a bitch times by 10!

There is a very, VERY fine line between being straightforward and being downright rude young woman. Sure people now look for employees who are capable of pushing their companies forward instead of just some polite office girl and no doubt in future you will receive promotions faster than mice run when chased by a cat (with all your flirting) but heck you will be LOATHED to bits and one day you will just fall from the highest peak and you will break every single bone in your back.

Oh and yes I acknowledge that you will be successful in the future, I don't doubt it. But I don't like how you treat other classmates and international students in class and heck, you just don't know how many people around you HATE you.

The phrase "People should love you for who you are" is overated. It's like saying "People should love me because I'm rude". In your case that is. Bullshit.

That's all for today. Needed to vent. And I am frustrated because I miss my Baby.

Hell I just need to be angry to cover up the sadness I am feeling now.

But really woman.

That is the last straw.

Random Ramblings

I don't know if any of you are her die-hard fans, but everytime I see Hunny Madu on TV I cannot help but turn my face away and bury it in my mom's crochet sheets.

And I really cannot care less even if you say she has done nothing to me and that she looks prettier than me and that I am jealous of her and all that bullshit her face just makes me revolted. Everytime.

Because she looks so damn like an ex-classmate I don't like. Or should I say that ex-classmate looks like her, since Hunny Madu was born first =_=

Oh heck it's just unlucky that I don't know Hunny Madu personally I guess =O=

And now I see her face ten times a day!!! Like everytime before AND after commercials on TV she would appear! And and AND!!! They don't only LOOK alike! Even the way they TALK, MOVE, and wave their arms around looks the same!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! TOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOT

URGH! I just scrolled up to look at her again and the likeness just kills me T_______T I better post up something else soon so the picture gets moved to the next page asap.

And I'm going to be very annoying and not tell you who that ex-classmate is.

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I know I have left my blog on hiatus for the longest time and I am so sorry about that I promise I will not look for excuses about being too busy because I DO find time after a hectic day to read a few pages of my novel and race Queenie on Pet Society so!

I am sorry =(

I am doing a 500-word assignment as I type this so please do not hate me already! T_T

And my roommate is playing Playfish games as we speak =_= GAH! Concentrate girl! TOT

*peeps at neighboring laptop*

*slaps self and returns to work*
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*peeps again*

*PIAK!*

So far uni life has been good =) Only thing is, assignments are getting tougher and more challenging. But then again that's what higher education is all about =D

No don't get me wrong! By higher education I mean education at levels higher than Form6 @_@

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That was written a decade ago =_=

I'm sorry la!!!!! TOT

ANYWAY!!! I am now back in Penang so anyone who wants to hang out or anything please give me a ring! =D And no if you don't have my number don't bother looking for it because I definitely won't go out with strangers ^_^

So now that I'm back home I am spending on virtually nothing XD Except when I go out with friends =_= which was just yesterday =__________= And we spent A LOT.

Next time I go to your house, Jes, we stay in and bake cookies or something T_T