God, forgive me.

For I have sinned.

I carry sins which I can and cannot speak of. I am a terrible sinner.

I have forgotten that You are here every minute of the day, watching over me, waiting for me to respond to your presence.

In times of happiness, I forget to thank You.

When in distress and sadness, I forget that You are always there.

When I need help, I call everyone who is out of reach, instead of turning to You, God, the closest friend I can ever wish to have.

I ask myself why, and the answer was simple. I took You for granted.

God save me.

Learning from other people

Baby says I haven't updated for a very long time. And I agree =________= Aah.....I've just been so lazy.........

Oh well nobody reads this blog anyway~

I just thought I'd like to share something today.

I get this feeling that sometimes we are acting exactly like the people who annoys us. Like, for example, you are annoyed by this girl who likes to act cute in front of her boyfriend, and then when you get a boyfriend you find that you start to act cute in front of him as well.

Example la =___=

Or when you say some people are such sore bitches and bastards because they cannot accept it when other people (their friends) tell them society hate it don't like it when they do this or do that, without realising that you take situations like this badly too and then would refuse to speak to said poor friend for the next year. Was that too long to understand?

Never mind if your brain is too short.

Truth be told it is sometimes easier to get through life if, for once, we stop complaining, take a step back and look at the big picture. Sometimes when we look carefully, we really learn from other people's mistakes and change for the better.

Most of the time we do things we don't like other people doing. And that's what I realise after years of hearing different complaints coming in from all sides of the earth.

Meaning I will hear complaints coming from two parties complaining about each other =_=

I for one do not get why some people complain so much. Like the entire world owes them something.

I get sick and tired of such society.

Grow up suckers. The world owes you nothing.

Aah....That felt good

Just to say that I feel better already.

I am supposed to study for two quizzes this afternoon but I just cannot bring myself to read these stuff.

How to? I had only about 4 hours worth of sleep last night and there're another two classes this afternoon. It's not fair. I'm going to sleep the second one away.

So yes this is a pointless post.

And Baby, if you're reading this, I miss you ='(

What the hell is wrong with bitchy classmates??!!!

What is your PROBLEM?!?!?!?!?

So you got top grades, you're smart, you're funny, all the guys like you, all the girls hate you, the course standard is too low for you. SO?????????????

You may be better than the rest of us, but that doesn't entitle you to ANY right to be such a bitch. URGH! Even a "bitch" is an understatement for you! You can be a bitch times by 10!

There is a very, VERY fine line between being straightforward and being downright rude young woman. Sure people now look for employees who are capable of pushing their companies forward instead of just some polite office girl and no doubt in future you will receive promotions faster than mice run when chased by a cat (with all your flirting) but heck you will be LOATHED to bits and one day you will just fall from the highest peak and you will break every single bone in your back.

Oh and yes I acknowledge that you will be successful in the future, I don't doubt it. But I don't like how you treat other classmates and international students in class and heck, you just don't know how many people around you HATE you.

The phrase "People should love you for who you are" is overated. It's like saying "People should love me because I'm rude". In your case that is. Bullshit.

That's all for today. Needed to vent. And I am frustrated because I miss my Baby.

Hell I just need to be angry to cover up the sadness I am feeling now.

But really woman.

That is the last straw.